Thursdays child was...just bored of it all now

I'm bored, I'm sleeping for 3 hours at a time overnight, I'm munching painkillers like my life depends on it and honestly, I'm bored.

I just want to feel ok again, to feel I can jump out of bed and get clothes from high rails and have a long luxurious bath and just feel ok... I don't.

Have I turned a corner? Are there corners?

Out patient appointment tonight at 6:55pm, hopefully he's going to take off my dressings and tell me why this one breast still smells of mushroom soup-or not,maybe he won't be able to smell it like the on-call doctor at their hospital...I feel that was selective sniffing anyway, I think it stinks.

Ah well, I'll know my progress soon enough...